The Story of the Inner Light
About me, about you, about us
Hola, what a ride life is!
So, welcome to my website—to my journeys and initiatives. My name is Marzi—short for the Polish name Marzenka—and this website is, above all, about how I am finding my own way through the world. Which, I suppose, is also a little bit about what you are doing too.
I come from many different places in this world—from my small hometown Muszyna to the stars. For the past few years, my life has been deeply connected to Mexico and to my dog, Ayo, with whom I lived here in the magical pueblo of Tepoztlán.
For the past few years, I have also become connected—by accident, although we all know there are no accidents—to different forms of medicine and healing. They entered my life with a bang and led me into a deep process of awakening.
Into the dark night of the soul. Mystical symptoms. Chronic health problems. The collapse of the world I had known—and of the light within.
I write about where I am now and about how I am rebuilding and rebirthing myself as an almost 42-year-old woman, just as I am closing a seven-year cycle—the greatest experience of my life. An experience that has confronted me with questions about who I am, who I have been, who I want to become, and who is guiding answers to all those questions.
Right now, I find myself by the Pacific Ocean. I am healing my soul and my body here. And it is from this place that this story unfolds.
If you enjoy reading and you like the way I write, this is where you will find my blog. On Facebook and Instagram, I share more videos.And in my shop, you will find different things from Mexico that I send across the ocean—things that help sustain my own existence while bringing you health, strength, and colour.
I invite you to join me on this journey.
SO WHO YOU ARE
Excuse me, me… a fool?
You are offending me God!
After all, I am—the Queen,
the Goddess, the Priestess,
an Ancient Descendant...
a Shaman,
a Medicine Woman,
a Healer of my Lineage,
a Moon Dancer.
From the star lineage of Sirius,
with Pleiadian blood in my veins,
my soul is crystal,
my pineal gland awakened.
But wait, wait!
Something's cracking in my lower back now,
I think I didn't digest that soup quite right.
Alright then, I'll lie down,
straighten my back—
something keeps coming up...
So... so perhaps
I'll get back to my enlightenment
a little later...
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?
I dedicate this site to myself and my health on every level—but primarily to my belly. Over the last few years, my health has become a challenging guide, urging me to bring my story into the world. So, I decided to heed that persistent voice. If I express what has happened in my life—especially in recent years—will I heal myself?
Some of you reading this might know me from very different walks of life... perhaps from Poland—from the neighborhood in my hometown, from our university days—or from my time working in finance in London, my travels in Latin America, or the many festivals where I danced or sold my crystals and medicines I carried with. You might also know me through my other passions—contact improvisation, water therapies—or simply because, when I tell a story, I pour my whole self into it. You might have met me as Marzenka, Marzena, Marzi, or "Marzi from Ayo." Or perhaps you are meeting me for the very first time now.
If what I write resonates with you, then this site is dedicated to you, too. Especially to those who know what it means to die deep within one’s own being. Who know pain that transcends the physical. Who know the feeling of a seed that has awakened but have not been born yet. I have spent the last five years immersed in that very phase. I am being born anew. This time, as a woman. I am being born into a love that no one can ever take away from me—and this is my path toward that love.